Thursday, December 31, 2009

so long 2009.

during the last sermon of the year,ps.Rueben said that he felt that the coming 2010.is a GOOD GOOD year…

hmmm…i guess i smell goodness coming as well…lol…

anyway,first thing to hit me for 2010 would be my AS exams…ish.but then,examinations is a time of faith.and sleepless nights.hah.(i have slept my holidays away..so here comes the change)

well.i usually summarised what happened in a year.i guess i shall do the same.i think this is important to me because it is an act of appreciation and gratification.because as you recollect what had happened throughout the year, you realize how much God has blessed you.(many times we forget so easily…)and no matter rainy days or sunshine, they still put a smile on my face.here goes another year…huhu…

especially 2009,a year of great transitions i would say.i am…soon would be was 18

from jan till march.i went to NS.9623_101353799881446_100000204784330_38960_642029_n

before tiffany left on 1st week

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shae maine

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san.besties in the same camp

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integration class, the only programme i truly enjoyed.:Pn1063672381_30293133_575564

with san’s mum and amanda too

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the heavy boots and super thick loreng set

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see how tanned i was?????haha.i miss sis liza…she’s my big sister(a worker in the fellowship)

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my fun gang,with joey the incredible laugher,aaron my buddy and guet the adorable tom boy

 

till this day.i would still say that my NS experience sucks.it was a rather traumatic experience for me.definitely not physically,i don’t mind living in that “illegal immigrant area”.but the struggle came from mental torture.

i have to admit,it was my fault as well.i was having a hard time coping with injustice and deprivation from the real world,and i was so mad with everything.

it was a self seeking journey.i was lost there,as in i was so disturbed by the monotonous routine and the prejudice and the difference in mentality that i suffocated.days seriously past by like years.

yet.the best thing about it was.it was a journey bringing me back to God.to that childlike faith and reliance to Him when everything is so overwhelming.

the only thing that kept me through was the Christian fellowship, i was finally exposed to God’s presence in a brand new way.and a way which i found peace and closeness to Him.

i also met my best friend in NS too.my life-long buddy too.our relationship got us into several troubles but still.it was worth it.God meant it to be so.:)

 

 

 

 so.it was march after i was released from NS.and with God’s mysterious guidance.i got my results for spm,11 as. then, next time i knew,i was in college the next week.that was soo out of my plan.but yes.that happened.march intake for a levels at mckl

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walking out from college with construction going on

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elynn

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“beloved” cafeteria.haha

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the old hall,a place to hangout.cause it has a old piano

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day dreaming in the canteen.(was games carnival)

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on my birthday,they sang for me in the cafeteria.yecks:P

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fooling around..haha.

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bbq night

 

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my psycho lecturer

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my law lecturer who left.sad

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trip to genting with cheng huay,tristan,jason & aaron

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orientation camp,this is my batch.

 

 

i have to say i enjoyed college so much more than high school.reasons purely because of freedom.

freedom of clothes(screw my pinafore and white shoes..ha!no more tying up hair as well)

timetable(although it’s almost 10 freaking hours but the long breaks in between is still enjoyable)

and being out in kl.(i am now a kaki kl,as in i would at least visit midvalley once in a week and timesquares on firday)

though i don’t feel exactly comfortable there.still,i have my life-long buddy with me:)elynn,though she was in ausmat(she graduated!) and my lovely gang with ching huay my momma,nats my grandmama,and ithi my auntie.hahahaha.

 

yup.then comes may.month of birthday.melissa’s,san’s and mine.

went out to sunway to celebrate mel’s birthday with vivian too.

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and we went for fish spa

 

 

for san’s,the three girls went crazy.as usual.we have a funny,mask-based surprise party for san

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and they have a heart-warming surprise party for me

l.o.v.e

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yup.after that.would be the fateful month of july.which i joined GEPC..my new church.wuuhuu.

i can’t express how grateful i am in this church,for i have learnt so much from them,and changed in many ways as i am now in His house always.my christian walk is perhaps slightly complicated yet i am happy that i am very sure of where i stand right now.

coming to GEPC is a huge step for me and i believe God wants me to remain in it,to serve and to grow…

1st church camp in broga with the 2 american pastors,missionaries to cambodia

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the mooncake festival a.k.a friendship connection..our drama performance which i acted as megan fork.haha

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cell group outing..steamboat buffet

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jacob(our new young pastor) and shanen’s  weddingimage

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gepc family:)

 

 

and also.not to forget my old friends.i am still in touch with gmtt

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went to their halloween party

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those were once good old days

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went out makan with them

 

had a high school gathering too. a remembrance of our high school days.

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then.in a glimpse of my eye.its christmas.received a very special gift from a very special person:).and made a very special choice too.

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a guitar!!

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from him!

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ohh.and i changed my facebook relationship status:D

since then

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along the year

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till now

 

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and back to christmas.i actually went to JB for jacob’s wedding on christmas day.hehe.so this year there isn’t much to say.but still…

 

christmas eve shopping with elynn

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watch alvin & the chipmunks 2 for the spirit

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and made angels for my church friends

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yea.and now my new year resolution?you might ask.

its simple.

it would be continue on trusting in God and live 2010 to the fullest,learn to see things from a wider perspective,and never be bound by the past anymore,just believe and never be drawn to pessimism willingly .2010 is going to be a great year:)

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so long 2009,welcome 2010

Me