Monday, October 12, 2009

how they influence us

indeed,teachers are so called the engineers of human’s souls…well.i would agree again to a certain extent.but seriously.sometimes,i have to say a big NO!

in fact,they can be the most demotivating factor in a student’s life.sad isn’t it.i mean,for people like me,its already traumatising if i meet such a teacher,can’t imagine how many fragile spirits have been broken because of their insensitivity and callousness.

sometimes,they really put themselves so high up that they refuse to accept the fact that they are mere humans too.as for their students, they fail to see the goodness in all of them.of course,there will be some smart ass or goodie-goodies or shoe lickers which will eventually become teacher’s pets…but how about those common ones,misunderstood ones and ignored ones?

i seriously think that a teacher must never judge their students,and never ever practice favouritism(which still happens though they deny it…the irony!)that is something i hate most…i mean its fine to like some of your students(everyone has their own special likings towards certain people)but don’t let it affect they way you treat others.

seriously,sometimes i got so mad with those lecturers.especially when i tried to impress them to prove them wrong,unfortunately they just “let me down” again.and this really gets on my nerves.argh!

what to do?they have the authority.all you can do is bear with them.get over the pain of being denied and treated differently.what i did was that,i looked at it in a different angle.

though it really irritates me, i put it in an opposite way,the more unfair you are,the more i wanna show you that you are WRONG!yes,ill study hard,do well in class,so you will be speechless.this is so called the sweet revenge.haha.

haih, really pity those kids who are seriously screwed up thanks to those teachers.its sad,to see how a child is being deprived and forever a gone case just because the teacher doesn’t care.it really aches to see this happening.well,it happened to me before and till know i can feel the fire burning inside, the feeling of being pierced by words so harsh and cold,by stares so cruel and the worst thing is,you can’t do anything.

if i could go back in time,i would have stood up and shouted:

“NO!!!THIS IS NOT THE TRUTH!DON’T MISJUDGE ME.AND DON’T YOU KNOW THAT CHILDREN MAKE MISTAKES?!HOW CAN YOU FOREVER DENY ME JUST BECAUSE I DID A MISTAKE.IN FACT,YOU SHOULD HAVE GUIDE ME AND TEACH ME THE RIGHT WAY,INSTEAD OF HURTING MY FEELINGS LIKE THAT!!!!”

gosh,i can get very emotional when come to teachers like this.still, God wants us to forgive and forget.even if they really do me wrong,i don’t hate them.though i sometimes use that word, it actually meant disliking their attitude not literally intense hatred.