pizza is in pain.
brought her to the vet and uh...it was terrible…
when i heard her screaming,when i saw how she struggled,when i sensed her helplessness and fear…
she seriously screamed.and it was such a pitiful and hopeless yelp that i almost cried.(as if someone is really torturing her)
my baby is hurt.
i always knew that she is insecure.
the first thing she did when i put her down after we reach home was...she ran straight out of the house and hid in a corner in the backyard.
gosh.i felt so so so so sad.it showed a lot how pizza actually felt deep down.since yesterday,pizza has been hiding herself from us.
she would run and yelp and hide under the bed,refusing to come out.and she would look so frightened.
even the doctor said that she looks like she was once neglected.
i think it is true.i always felt that way.when i look at her reaction whenever she is alone.
fortunately,while she is with us,i did the least i can do which is spending time with her.
i know she is a little attention seeker.and that’s so human of her.to seek for company and comfort.pizza would keep us in her sight as much as possible.
i don’t think its only because of her being manja
that’s more than what meets the eye.although pizza can’t speak,she feels
i really feel sorry for animals that are abandoned.i still think of moumou.how she came into my life and left because of my parents.
in bolt....mitten said a line about how animals wonder what did they do wrong that they deserved to be left behind.(i tell you that line made me so so upset)
moumou has already been such a pain in my heart.i miss her.how can i let that happen to pizza my darling too?
haih,i guess pizza won't response to me for a few days.as she always ignore us when we do something to her(ie sending her for trimming)
she gets so scared and would think that we just leave her to suffer.that's why she gets angry at us.(and just now was really tormenting for her)
i don't blame pizza,she can't understand humans.from her perspective.it is as if we don't care about her anymore and let her go through such pain.
pizza has a fragile heart.and it always breaks.(what to do,she never got enough love with the previous owner)
dogs who come from “broken families”suffer the same thing like us people.
dogs are just like humans when it comes to emotions.they actually feel alot and they really need us.
for now i totally despised people who don't see this
poor pizza,really hope that her wound would get better soon.
after the medication.her wound look so swollen and red(as if it s bloody)it looks bad but i still feel like cuddling her to comfort her.
i want to see my dumb dumb happy-go-lucky girl running around like she has gone cuckoo again.
i can’t stand it seeing her so miserable
my poor poor baby.pray to God that He will make her well soon
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