okay,i shall make it straight before i proceed.if you see the word “hate” below.it basically means an exaggerated version of “beh tahan” a.k.a can’t stand.so this is not a cursing or a post full of hatred.i believe that it is wrong to hold grudges against our brothers/sisters..(it is as severe as murder according to His word)
still,God understands we have emotions.so as long we understand where the irritation is coming from and going to,we can EXPRESS ourselves.but never condemning.just releasing some inner conflicts with vexation(exp when dealing with people..ouch!)
okay.so now.not going into details.
just that i happen to know certain people who are so “brilliant” in creating a false image that i couldn’t help wanting to give them an oscar
seriously.to me it is like so apparent but to people they just don’t see it despite all the evidence put in front of them.
why?
i’m sorry but i feel really disgusted by people who are ingenious in the art of portraying false images.
sigh…and how i felt intimidated by them.yea,i mean you will always be in a dilemma when you look at them..
“gosh,are they really that cunning and terrifying?or,am i just being prejudiced?”
sadly,you can never see into people’s heart.especially hers.
okay,i think she is never a threat.but after hearing what she has said and done before.i was so so so astonished.that…almost called her a biatch.of course even a real literal bitch like pizza baby is simple and dumb and adorable.
but her?who is she really?
it was stupid to get into fights with him just because of her.but seriously.never never trigger the ticking bomb within a woman.she would just go kaboom!it hurts too.honestly.you just can’t help wonder where did you go wrong?how come he can’t see what is VISIBLE but choose to trust the so called innocent ignorant lil sweet missie?
thank God its the past now.the worst part is me being such a headstrong person that i just can’t surrender which is forgetting the whole thing.it was so unfair!!!!she was the cause yet we have to suffer the consequences…and i need to seek for God’s forgiveness too…for the emotional outburst and uncontrolled rage.
yea.thankful too.for at last he seems to understand.that’s why,no more hard feelings.it was solved.PERIOD!
whoa,seriously,whenever i talked of this.my heart beat will quicken.hmm.not good.need to pray for strength to forgive and forget.
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