Thursday, October 8, 2009

our Lord never fails

well,since the first semester,i knew that law wasn't my cup of tea
in fact,i kind of struggled as law really requires much concentration and passion
fortunately,my adorable law lecturer miss sarah really gave me much encouragement
she is a live motivation..for all of us(she is the best,smartest,nicest law lecturer ever)
sadly,due to her pHd, miss sarah had to leave us...
seriously,it was super bad news for me.
i mean, law is like so tough and the best lecturer is leaving...WHAT?!
anyway,to cut the story short...i struggled so much after that that i almost breakdown for a few times(overly stressed)
having 4 subjects isn't easy,and law is pulling me down...
exam is nearing yet my preparation is still zero
really felt like sinking....
cried a few times due to stress...
i just know that i couldn't take everything any longer.
that's when i start to think of dropping law.
yet i hesitated due to my principle
(treating a levels as a challenge and to secure an extra subject for scholarship in the future as english lit is impossible to ase)
still,our Lord knows us best...
tomorow is our contract law test,and i was so troubled i couldn't start studying.
then,i felt that perhaps it is really the time to make a decision.
thus,i spent quite some time praying and reading the bible for God to speak to me
indeed,after some time...He spoke
it was just amazing,the way God leads me to this decision
and it is not a immediate one,in fact,this was in my mind for quite some time
before this,i really felt that dropping law is unthinkable.
now,after making the final decision.
the dark clouds are all suddenly gone...
i feel so relieved and happy
through this,God also answered another prayer of mine(i need to share a testimony tomorow and i didn't know what to talk about)
i know that God will continue to lead me through
without law,i'm sure that i'll do better.
i have so much extra time now i can actually focus on other subjects.
ar....life suddenly becomes so wonderful again!!!!
seriously...
praise our God!!!!
p.s.today bought the studio gibli concert dvd!!!!!
gosh..if you are a gibli fan you will be screaming now(like what i almost did when i got it)
since i do not have test tomorow...hehehe
i finally get to relax and watch it...
yuuhoo...
i can't help but thank Him for his love and concern
as what i always believe in
God knows us best
and also my favourite bible verse
"casting all your care on Him for He careth for you"
1 peter 5:7